Sunday, August 1, 2010
Thats me in the corner...
One of the hardest parts of sitting in a church service is... well the whole thing. It all sounds good and the realization that I was once the guy that was leading, and teaching, and praying, an doing all the church things. I feel like that was a whole other world, that person was different, he was excited and inovative and worked hard at God and church and all of it. I want my life back. There is one problem with this thought process. I am in my life and it is what it is.
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Until I Wasn't
I've been writing some different things lately. This one has been kicking around in my head the last few days so I decided to go ahead ...
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Dr just said when I get to her home. I have never wanted to hear any words more than those words in my life. We are still far from things ...
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The girls finally got to come in and see J today for the first time in 17 days. This is huge and was quite emotional. Z was okay at first ...
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Today’s update brought to you by. Zombie’s R Us, Red Bull, and various gas station cappuccinos. Last night was a great night... at first... ...
I'll say to you what I've said to someone one else very close to me who felt like his life in ministry was over....you're not dead yet..it's never to late to start over...it probably will never be the same...but someimes a new more experienced version of it turns out to be better after you get used to it. If you still want it don't rest until you achieve it again or you'll never be satisfied with life to it's fullest again...just my opinion. I don't think once called that a calling leaves you because of some mistakes! Fight for your calling!
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